oh well.. haven been blogging.. donkey yrs ago.. so i shall do something.. *ahem* life's ok.. but not gud enuff.. can be beta i guess.. must be strong! no one's gonna face the problem wif u! they can onli b wif u supporting u.. nv shed a tear for anithing.. as shedding tears bring u nowhere.. i just wan a get away.. can any1 fulfill my wish?! :S *note: live the life to the fullest.. u wont knoe where u'll b the next second.. smile is beta dan cry.. dats for sure!





in a r/s.. tis best that you guys trust each other and do not betray the trust.. this is an important component to keep the r/s gg.. if not.. it'll be... real serious.. and do not trust sumone so easily.. beware.. the closest person might even lie to u.. =(





gosh im so sick and tired of my wrk.. wart am i gonna do? arhghghg... cant get a right decision @ dis pt of time.. everything sucks..





omg.. im allowing cobwebs to rule my blog! gosh.. wartta heck.. but nvm.. so fast.. my last posting was in oct 2006! and now's 2007! GOSH!! time flies like nobody's business.. and unknowingly im wrking for close to a year! omg.. and getting older and older soon! GOSH! this is crazy! ha! btw.. things are still fine i guess.. just dat everyone's busy with our own wrk.. we wont have time like b4.. mit up after lessons and all.. go out @ nite to chill.. gosh i simply miss those precious days! and i miss my LCD~~!!!! -_-"" wonder when got time to mit dem up.. hopefully got time ya.. l0lx.. alright.. new yr's coming but i aint anticipating.. as u grow older.. festive seasons aint a matter to you i guess.. maybe not for some of u.. l0lx.. i just wanna slp.. and have more slp!! gosh.. im turning into an ultimate panda soon!! HELP!!! and well.. life goes on.. take care pals.. lets create a better future! muahahhaa.. till den... =)





i'm never happie.. dats it.. dunoe warts wrong recently.. so mani stuffs happened.. no gud! so sucky!! =(





i feel so drifted.. from everything.. everyone.. i dun feel gud or happi wif my current life now.. laughter might be heard from b at times but it doesnt last long.. at the end of the day.. sadness will take over.. i dun knoe warts wrong.. im wrecking my own life.. i feel dat im sucha failure.. so failure that i only knew stuffs bout my bestie thru her blog.. wart a friend am i.. at times i realli hate myself to the core.. i dun understand why i cant get things i want.. my way.. dats too bad.. im always so negative.. gosh.. shant sae much.. i cant take it.. =x if given a chance to choose.. i want to have a different life..





it seemed so weird.. ive been feeling rather depressed these daes.. nuthin can stop me frm feeling dis wae.. at times.. i felt rather stupid.. at times i felt so silly.. gosh.. wart da heck am i doing man.. so scared dat depression attacks me again.. =( stuffs @ work aint dat easy.. but no choice.. tis a stepping stone for me.. =S so sian.. dunno wart im gonna sae man.. but aniwaez.. im happie for missy.. shes gonna start her wrk so0n!!! =) and breadie gonna start sch!!! every1's getting busy dis time rd.. heh..